(paxe)

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A warning sign,

you came back to haunt me, and I realized...

Lay beside me, under wicked sky,

through black of day, dark of night, we share this pair of lives.

"Lay beside me, tell me what they've done."

"...Speak the words I want to hear, to make my demons run."

The door is locked now, but it's open if you're true.

"Come make me pure,

bleed me a cure."

Truly thought I could heal you,

make it right for you, Sleeping Beauty.

Drunk on ego, truly thought I could make it right

if I kissed you one more time to help you face the nightmare.

"If you can understand the me, than I can understand the you."

Caught under the wheels that roll
I take the leech, I'm bleeding me
Can't stop to save my soul,
I take the leash that's leading me

I'm bleeding me I can't take it
Caught under the wheel's roll
The bleeding of me

"I would die for you
I would die for you
I've been dying just to feel you by my side
...to know that you're mine

I would cry for you
I would cry for you
I will wash away your pain with all my tears
I'm drowning on fear

I will pray for you
I will pray for you,
I will sell my soul for something pure and true,
someone like you

See your face every place that I walk in
Hear your voice every time that I'm talkin'
You will believe in me, and I will never be ignored

I will burn for you
Feel pain for you
I will twist the knife and bleed my aching heart,
and tear it apart

I will lie for you
Beg and steal for you
I will crawl on hands and knees until you see...
you're just like me

Violate all the love that I'm missing
Throw away all the pain that I'm living
You will believe in me, and I can never be ignored

I would die for you
I would kill for you
I will steal for you
I'd do time for you
I will wait for you
I'd make room for you
I'd sink ships for you,
Take the cross for you
Make me a part of you
Because I believe in you..

...I believe in you..
..I would die for you."

"...The truth is...I miss you.

Yeah, the truth is...I miss you so...

And I’m tired..I should not have let you go."

The door cracks open, but there's no sun shining through.

Black heart scarring darker still, but there's no sun shining through.

"So I crawl back into your arms.

Yes, I crawl back into your arms,

and I crawl back into your arms.

Yes, I crawl back into your open arms."

...And it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel,

was just a freight train coming your way.

(On my death bed, I will pray

to the gods and the angels

like a pagan, to anyone who will take me to heaven.)

Delusional I believed I could cure it all for you, dear;

coax or trick or drive or drag the demons from you.

"The sky was bruised,

the world was black...

and there you led me on."

Caught under the wheels that roll
I take the leech, I'm bleeding me
Can't stop to save my soul...

I'm digging my way..

I'm digging my way to something..

I'm digging my way to somethin' better.

I'm bleeding me, I can't take it, the bleeding of me.

I'll save my soul.

I am the beast

that feeds the beast.

I am the blood, I am release.

Quizilla: Edén para Ignotitos Impresionables

...O para gente educada con tiempo para matar.

Tengo esta maldita mania...

Sentada frente a la PC vaciando mis discos de basura ajena, eventualmente me encuentro (no sé cómo exactamente) frente a uno de esos apestosos--pero adictivos--tests de Quizilla. 'What kind of --llene este espacio con el nombre del color, adjetivo, personaje, objeto, shala lá-- are you? ', y antes de que me entere llevo tres horas sentada respondiendo docenas de preguntas...y links de mis resultados me llevan a otros quizzes, y los resultados de esos quizzes me llevan a más quizzes....

..Ven a dónde voy con esto.

..Baaaah. Son preguntas. Tengo respuestas. Y quizá demasiado tiempo libre.


"What Element are you?"

Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around you and are in tune with the world around. You observe but rarely interfere. Because of your shy and timid nature you will not have many friends in your life. But then again, large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are comfortable on your own and are reserved to others who you don't know or know very little of. You know that not everybody out there is going to be your friend, and understanding that is good. However, people who don't know you that well think that you are cold and distant, since you don't want to talk to them. Although you mean no harm, you can't always be perfectly understood in the world. No one can. You're quite serene in life even if there are some things you don't like. Your love-life is not too crowded with boys/girls, but if you flirted more with the ones you were interested in something would happen. The hobbies you choose are calmer ones: you're no party girl that likes to drink and make-out with three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading a book or swimming is more your thing.

...Confirmado en otro quiz más "reputable", por si me quedaba la duda. Esta vez con menos alusiones encubiertas sobre bisexualidad. Uuuh.


"What type of Elemental are you?"

Your element is Water: Understanding, intelligent, quiet and calm. You know who you are and no one can change that. Usually quiet but only because you're listening, don't let anyone think you haven't got an opinion! You're not quiet because you're shy or sad; you're usually quiet because you're thinking. Your answers are well planned and helpful so people generally seek your advice. You're the perfect balance between solitary and outgoing. But sometimes you need a little time to yourself to sort out your emotions and figure things out. You understand the phrase 'sticks and stones' and rarely let things get to you; what's that important for you to have to get so upset over? You know what you want out of life but are simply taking your time and enjoying things. To you your life is fine as it is; you can always change things later if your not happy.

Misceláneo. Inútil. Pero me da 'bragging rights'. Bwahaha.

"What type of weapon best represents your personality?"

Your personality is best represented by the traditional Japanese Katana. You are brave beyond words and rarely (if ever) act for your own personal gain. Your honor is very important to you, and you strive to better yourself and help others. You try not to let emotions get in the way of making a sound decision, and are usually quite successful.

Quizzes extraños. Pero nunca hay sabiduría de más.

"What kind of angel are you?"

You are a wise angel. You either seem to have the answers to everything or are the most sensible creature around. You are responsible and loyal to everything who doesn't turn on you. You have a mind to give knowledge to everyone and you love to give people the advice to push them in the right direction of life.



"What type of angel are you?"

You are a water angel, very proud and powerful you always make people feel great about themselves and you seem to radiate happiness.

...Si les conté sobre ese...trauma...semi-obsesivo....con...ángeles.....

...verdad?

"What type of angel have you become?"

Angst. You are an angel of angst. Once one of water. But your depression has caused you to become an outcast. You love to be by yourself, as it helps you think. You have always, and always will wonder what has gone wrong. Your soul has been shattered, and your wings are in pieces. But that's just you. You spend your days searching for something. Not someone. Though you don't know what you are looking for. You don't even remember who you are. And are always trying to find that person, yourself, your soul. Which seems to have been misplaced. But. When you find what you are looking for, it will become clear. All tragedy will be ripped from your wings, and your true colours will show. And then, you will prove to be the most powerful of them all. Hang on, keep looking. It's there. Try not to loose all hope and become nothing. You are truly beautiful.


....Está bien. Lo admito. Hay algunas cosas que sí están de más saber. Ehem. Continuemos.

"What kind of angel are you?" vers. 2

You're a guardian angel. You fight and protect the people you love and value.




"What color angel are you?"

You're a Black Angel, which means your an Angel of Death. You don't really care much about people since no one was particularly nice to you before, and now you want revenge for their cruelty. You're always alone unless forced to be with other people and you love to cause trouble. You feel depressed a lot and don't have something that could cheer you up like most people. You don't find joy in people or the arts or any item or some sort. You have darker desires and you're very secretive.

..Ehh?!! Uuuuurk! Whatte..? Umm..Next, please.. .. ...

"What (absurdly named) 'Different Kind of Angel' are you?"

You are a Chaos angel. You are different from all the rest. You are a special breed of angel, prone to suffer in the world that you are in now. No matter how much you try to believe that you're not special, you are. There is a lot that you want to do in this world. Chaos angels are very dramatic; they tend to have the ability to cheer people up no matter what the mood, and hold in their emotions. You should be proud: Chaos angels are very rare...

...Sigh. Esto se vuelve decandente. Y en mi contra. Ahem.


"Which Rurouni Kenshin character are you?"

Himura Kenshin: You're very polite and thoughtful, and are a good person to talk to. You will defend your friends when necessary, but for some reason you don't see much worth in yourself, and are constantly putting yourself down in your private thoughts while keeping up an optimistic attitude around your friends. And you have an astonishingly bloodthirsty, psychotic side to compliment things nicely.


"What Bronze Saint are you?"

You are...Cygnus Hyoga. Of course I am. Browny points if you guess which Gold Saint.


"What Gold Saint are you?"

You are Aquarius Camus: Loyal and honorable to nearly absurd, uncomprehensible levels, you understand the meaning of self-sacrifice and "the greater good". A woodstove isn't always a BAD thing, though. Sí, sí contesté que mi signo era "Cáncer". Pero no confirmaré ni negaré rumores de que manipulé resultados. Muahaha.



Hmm..Cerrando con broche de...pos de algo. Con dos que me dejaron un buen sabor de boca.

Bite me.

"What kind of writer are you?"

You are a freeform writer. Individualistic with a sense for the different and challenging, Walt Whitman and his poetry lacking meter and rhyme is just what the doctor ordered. You're quick to write something that the rest of the world doesn't accept as poetry, quick to separate yourself from the average joe. An author with a true sense of self, you have confidence in your abilities and aren't afraid to show it.




Y...

"Which deadly sin do you represent?"

+ Pride +

- " Humanity has proven, time and again, to be hazardous to my health."

Neofita.

"El cortejo de almas es algo más peligroso que bello."

"..O bello quizá porque es peligroso."

¿Hay alguien ahí?
¿Alguien me puede decir
si alguien me ha echado en falta en todo este tiempo?

Siento el calor de toda tu piel en mi cuerpo otra vez
Estrella fugaz que enciende mi sed misteriosa mujer
Por tu amor sensual cuánto me das?
Haz que mi sueño sea una verdad
Dame tu alma hoy, ese ritual
Llévame al mundo donde pueda soñar

Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Voy a buscar una señal, una canción
Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Solo el amor que tú me das me ayudará

Al amanecer tu imagen se va, misteriosa mujer
Dejaste en mi, lujuria total, hermosa, sensual
Corazón sin Dios dame un lugar
En ese mundo tibio casi real
Deberé buscar una señal
En aquel camino por el que vas

Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Voy a buscar una señal, una canción
Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Solo el amor que tú me das me ayudará

Tu presencia marco en mi vida el amor, lo sé
Es difícil pensar, el vivir ya sin vos
Corazón sin Dios dame un lugar
En ese mundo tibio casi real

Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Voy a buscar una señal, una canción
Uh, debo saber si es verdad, en algún lado estás
Solo el amor que tú me das me ayudará

Un hombre en el espacio
pone su nombre a galaxias...
con ellas habla.

"Prefiero, por mucho, ser el idiota entre sabios...."


¿...Hay alguien ahí...Alguien me puede decir....?


Viejos trucos..


...In a new light.

07.20 : Megas Alexandros

" Bellus Guerreo "

"Al final, vimos ascender de vuelta a los cielos al águila y, detrás de un relámpago que partió la tierra y agitó los mares, desapareció para reposar eternamente entre los dioses de quien provino lo que parecía sólo momentos antes. Llevó consigo como más preciado tesoro la memoria de los que le precedieron y el llanto de quienes lo perdieron, y fue recibido con abrazos calurosos y coronado con laureles dorados por la gloria de sus proezas."

...Oh that the stars will light my way
Oh as my tides dance the ebb and sway
She's studying the planets and she's searching for signs
Her eyes promise mystery and her treasure to find


No existe tal cosa como el día después del presente.

...Masamune.

" This sword embodies true Divine Justice: God's Punishment."

"If Hadhafang is the weapon of choice for Angels, then...Masamune is, by decree and design, its unholy antithesis."

("Nya nya nya..Hadhafang, shmadhafang...")

"If Lucifer were to rise from Hell to destroy the world and the heavens as we know them...

Masamune would be his accomplice."

No foto para ustedes, viles mortales. Sus ojos no son dignos.



...En realidad, busco una, una sola imágen que le haga justicia : (.


Uh-oh.


..Afortunados.


Be-HOLD.


Mon Dieu.


WOOP.



...My blood and soul for a sacred, cursed blade.